Nasty Post
So many things happening at the same time. My head, my heart and my body just cannot take it right now.
I am stressed... naah! over-stressed... :|
Things are just not falling into place all of a sudden... I feel over-burdened...pressed for time.. .weird...cranky..
The people I thought will understand me are acting so weird... I really can't recognize this...
Another thing is : I hate it when someone tries to be all mahaan with me and make me feel that I crib to them subah shaam and they are sweet souls who just listen to me coz they are forced to.
I did try to share some part of my life with people, tried to open up to some friends... But like I have been saying always.. this is BULLSHIT.
Everyone wants to share your happiness or be with you when you are all happy, funny and pepped up... Nobody cares for you when you are down and low..I KNOW THAT..
I am not going to trouble you with any shit anymore... if I ever did.. and you think I did...
Let us share only happy stuff.. let us be happy happy frenz... coz it is better to know that you will not be there from the very beginning.
I am stupid!! I should not have even tried to talk about myself...
Bloody, no one gives a shit.. No one really does..
Yes! I know everyone has problems...I know everyone faces tough times.. and I am not comparing your problem to mine.. or mine to yours... May be I am not tough enuff for mine... and you are great enough for urs.... but let's get it straight... I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT MYSELF ever again to any so called friend...
Coz, bullshit.. no one cares...
Dah! I am too nasty... am I not? *shrugs* Disown me!! I don't care...
I'd rather be alone than suffer time n again... *Hibernates*
Hate me for this!