Baby! Kyunki yeh Zindagi na milegi dobara.

I met someone yesterday. Yep! for marriage... It was all so unplanned and frankly, I was really pissed about mom arranging a meeting with someone without asking me. I somehow have lost faith in arranged marriages and people.

If I could I would have gone there with my ruffled hair look, but AD said,"Outperform". AD! if you are reading this, you are funny...really!! Outperform?? What did you think? I was going to dance atop a table in the restaurant to get married? You are weird!

Anyways, we started off with the usual "It is so awkward for me"... I almost wanted to run away from there, but then I could hear mom in my head -- "There is no harm in talking to someone". So, I gave in.

 I am thankful to this man I met for a question he asked me - "What are your plans?". I mumbled, stuttered and said, "Sorry I did not rehearse any answer for this. I have none. There is so much I want to do and I will do it all, that's all I know. Things I love to do, Things that make me happy".

OMG! I surprised myself with my response. Like really! 

I have NO plans. None at all. Wow! I am there.. I am at that place where I always wanted to be... a place where I will live only in today and not in the tomorrow. I never saw myself changing... but the change happened subconsciously and I never realized it.. Whoa!

:) I am happy... that's about it..

and as far as getting married is concerned... JMD! I am right now in the "I hate all men" state of mind :D