Happiness
Moments as peaceful and wonderful as these...
Me, my dog, my music, my words and my space. I sit here just smiling to myself. Silently thanking God for the life I have. Thanking God that the people I left behind, managed to acknowledge and forgive me.. Thanking God for giving me the courage to forgive some of them and a lot more. There is so much to thank for.
Last night was bad. I felt dejected, tasted some tears, embraced some music and myself...and slept off. Are we all not the same?
I like myself this way, the way I am broken one day and the other day I wake up with hope, a hope that things can be fixed and something that can't be fixed, will be accepted by me.
Sometimes, it is easy to understand how this whole life mechanism works. We are all assigned some roles, the way it is at work. My expertise is to handle things that affect me and the ones that are under my 'Area of Influence'. I cannot handle anything beyond that. There is someone else who is assigned to do that, we call him God, we call him universe or we call him names when we are down in dumps.
Point is : As human beings our role is to always embrace, be it love, change or even the lows of life and when you embrace anything, it becomes a part of you , it is yours, you own it and then it is not scary anymore.
I donno what philosophical shit I said there.. but that's how it is. That's my motivation.
For this moment, For this 'right now', I manage to smile.. and I am thankful. Are you?
Mast raho, Dilchasp raho!!
