Happiness

Moments as peaceful and wonderful as these...
Me, my dog, my music, my words and my space. I sit here just smiling to myself. Silently thanking God for the life I have. Thanking God that the people I left behind, managed to acknowledge and forgive me.. Thanking God for giving me the courage to forgive some of them and a lot more. There is so much to thank for.
Last night was bad. I felt dejected, tasted some tears, embraced some music and myself...and slept off. Are we all not the same?

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Where do I belong?

The question stares at me, and I have no satisfactory answer. I am the same person who once said "Belong to people, not to places" and today, I neither belong to a person nor to a place. I am living this sense of not-belonging so casually that it somewhere became a part of who I am.
It is like you lived your life tied through a leash and all of a sudden, you are unleashed. You were always told what to do and now, you HAVE to decide. I always thought when this would happen, I will be so happy and free. Now when it has happened, it left a feeling of emptiness, a gash in the heart which is deep.

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