Mumbai Diaries - Paagalpanti ke side-effects

Last night while coming back from office I had such a solid craving for Paani-puri that for a couple of minutes I felt utterly pregnant. Oh! but, wait a minute, how does it feel to be pregnant? shuh! I donno... but as they say it was a solid craving.

I asked the driver to stop the car on ANY roadside thelaa... haan! yaar, jo mazaa raastey ki chaat khaaney mein hain.. woh kahin nahi....

I pestered him so much that finally, he found a place and we stopped and I ate paani-puri jee bhar ke... yeah! the place was the shadiest I have ever been to :D :D but no worries....

Ummmmmmmmmmmmm.... was the feeling...

Although, I paid a heavy price for the same. Next morning when I woke up, I felt that there were thousands of needles being pricked on the insides of my throat... Oh! damn... I caught a throat infection and NOW, my nose is running... but then *shrugs* anything for a paanipuri naa...

Life mein thodi pagalpanti zaruri hain :P I know it's gonna take days for me to get back to normal... and frankly, those of you who have been reading me for months n years know that I am too touchy about falling sick... I act like a complete kid when am sick.

So, right now... as I lay in my bed typing this post, I have tears in my eyes and I am badly missing maa... coz am sick... Migraine is just about to bang the walls of my head... and I am being too moody right now.. but then that's just me...  Being sick makes me cranky, weird and mad... ahem! stop grinning, I know am anyways weird and mad... :D :D

Also, I started writing this diary with a very bad mood haunting me...but somehow I feel a little better now.

Yeah rite. Apart from being sick, I am being subjected to indifference by someone I thought cared for me.... I know that's the hard part. I dont want to be the sob-sob baby craving for attention... I will keep the hurt inside and wear the fake smile so no-one knows what lies behind the smile...

Haan! Haan! I told u naa in my last post, there is a story behind every smile... and YOU, will never know mine :D Sssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

Jab mann karey hasso, Jab mann karey ro do... par life ko ek dum dil khol ke jiyo :) :) Love you.