Have you ever lived a life you always dreamt of??
I did... Yeah I did... though just for one evening... I lived MY kind of life... and I did not want it to end at all.... but it did...
I did all I always wanted to do... Sit under the moonlit sky, feel the breeze on my face, listen to my favourite music, close my eyes and lose myself to rediscover myself... I did all this in full public view... :)
I donno if people around me realised it or not... but I had the time of my life...
I have been to bangalore a couple of times and to THAT place once before... but I never had the luxury to be with ME... the way I was this Friday nite... We, the three musketeers, met for the first time together and I know I shud have been all there... listening to them... talking to them...I was there yet, I was not there.
I donno how to put it in words... but it was a SPECIAL day...
After a long time of being somebody else, I tried being ME and it was not that difficult... I laughed, joked and lived what they call LIFE...
After a beautiful evening spent on the terrace of a Lounge Pub in Bangalore under the starry sky... we went for a long drive and I am thankful to the one who suggested that... For me, it was one of those days in my life, where I had nothing to think about, no responsibilities, no burden of work n life issues, nothing to worry abt at all.. I wanted to make the most of it... coz I knew this time will never come again in my life... A time, when am so much in sync with myself... ;) I know this is weird to read...lol...
I donno where we went for a drive... I remember that they mentioned it many a times...but I was too engrossed in my own world to picture that... all I know is that it was a cool breeze playing with my hair... and the sweet smell of the greens... a smooth road and a great company of frenz... they joked, we laughed... and we listened to some really cool music... I loved the RD Burman collection the most...
I wanted to pinch myself to wake me up from the dream I assumed it to be... It was a beautiful reality though... :)
I have not LIVED for a long time... and it was great to live again... it was great to feel alive... to feel the things that are beyond our busy lives... I missed on so much of life all this while...
Life is weird... we keep living the way people want us to... and we claim we are living our own way until we realise what LIFE is...
Damn!! That was high-voltage stuff from me.... I donno how I wrote this one... but all I know is... that I have used 'I' almost more than 20 times here... haha...
Jokes apart, I will always be thankful to my frenz... who gave me this opportunity to live it up... although, they kept pitying me for being single and made me feel as if I am an alien on this earth... or probably I have no feelings...
Still, I love you guys... and you have given me some beautiful moments that I will cherish all my life...
I have never felt so close to myself... :) Thanks for introducing the old ME to the new ME...even if it lasted for few hours... I loved it.
