Love ke bachchey... Teri toh main....!!

Okay! I face it again... He is all a woman wants... Sensitive, understanding, good-looking(kinda does not matter to me much..I don't wanna live with all the other women drooling over him...but in his case can't help it..hahaha), respects women (Does any guy do that really??...I mean that's how it looks like to me... hope he does... ;)), earns well ( kinda does not matter much to me...but kinda okay too... *wink*, knows how to cook, loves travelling, adventure, music and GOLGAPPAS to top it all... AND... he wants to marry me... So, I asked him for a medical certificate to prove that he is completely SANE and STILL he wants to marry me... Surprise...Surprise he is completely sane... we found out... ;) But... But... Damn that but... I donno what's missing over there....Aha! No...No..No..No... I don't wanna get into that again... but I cant help but get into it again...LOL.. So here I go again...I don't think I LOVE him... bullshit!! WHY? WHY?... Why the hell don't I?... But then, wat love's gotta do with marrying someone... I ask myself... Anyways, I am going to marry a guy my folks decide on...still, if itz gotta be him.. I gotta love him... Damn! Love... Wish we cud just pop a pill and it made us all charged up on Love... In short, wish there was a VIAGRA for Love too... :D :D I just can't get THAT feeling for him... which says... "Yeah! he is the ONE for me... and I can live with him all my life and not get bored of looking at the same old face again and again when I wake up in my bed every morning". Sigh!! Another onez gonna bite the dust...or will I just give myself some time and think about it... I donno abt tht... Should I wait for love to come my way or Shud I just give in to the love that HAS indeed come my way right now... People say that you shud be with someone who loves you more than you love them...Well, Well... for that matter I don't even know if he loves me... but WTF, why does he want to marry me then... HAHAHA... I think I am getting to jittery over here... this is funny... This one NIGHT is going to be a long long nite for sure... Not that I am going to say NO or YES too early... All I need to do right now is WAIT... Wait for the clouds to just go away.. so I can look how the sky looks like when curtains are all up... Probably itz much better on the other side of the clouds.. who knws abt it... Crap! I feel like I am turning into a silly author... who knows wats gonna happen next.. am the most most confused soul on this earth... I really donno... Ahem! LOVE... I hate you... I really really hate you... Why do you always mess it up?? I think love has serious issues with me... or probably the idea of being with someone for the WHOLE life does not appeal to me... Love ke bachchey!! kahin milna akeley mein... tere ko toh main dekh lungi...Sab fit hota hain... par tu hamesha beech mein apni taang adaa deta hain... Sadiyal LOVE... You know wat?? I need a break.. I think I shud just get into the bed and sleep over it... Crap! Love... Damn you Love... LOL...!! I shud better... switch off my laptop and sleep... than think abt something I have no clue abt... Why did he have to ask me abt it... abhi life mein tension kamm hain jo iss puzzle ko bhi solve karna padega... Rabba! Help me... Chaddo... aap kya help karogey... yeh sab aapney hi toh kiya hain... Me Gussa Rabb... Not talking to you... Huh!