UK Diaries - Oct 26 - From office

On a day like today, I look back and wonder, what am I doing here and why am I doing, whatever am doing. There are lot of things that make no sense at all to us and still we just keep doing them coz we need to... and we have to do them. I am not gud at writing may be... but my soul lies there... when I write I feel I am free... but then my interest in written communication has always hampered some relationships... there are few things, i cant tell people on their faces but I can for sure write abt it and share it with them. I donno why... but am like that eversince am a kid... I always believed in writing letters to the people who meant something or anything for me. I used to write letters to my best friend in college... I think that's so crazy when I look back but we actually wrote letters to each other even when we spent all the time with each other... WEIRD!! that may sound... but there are things we cud not say.. gratitude...thanks... care...concern... dreams... we wud share it all in the letters. And it did not end there, I wrote farewell letters to all my friends telling them all I could never say when we were together.It is a strange life indeed. Things you cant say. you can write. :) Call it anything, but makes me fell more comfortable. I suggest someday you too try it, there is nothing like receiving a handwritten letter from that special someone telling you things you always wanted to read.... :) and again there is nothing like writing what you want to say on a piece of paper and share it. I think it saves us from our intial hesitation and also helps in bridging the gaps in any relationship. Letters, that's why, I wud say are important. Just a thought that crossed my mind while I am on break in office... I am not loving it here... but then...I gotta do what I gotta do... :D