UK Diaries - Nov 17 - Black Dress,Dumbass and Ajab Prem Ki...

Reporting from office... Saturday was not fun as I had to say bye to my gud dost, as she left for her internship to Mumbai... I started missing her the moment she said bye... So, I thought I will get drunk on coffee and waste myself eating tortilla chips (ummm i love them) in her yaad (please do not assume that I LOVE her...okay! assume... :D) but to no use. I stepped out to buy grocery in a weird mood... parrrrrrrr... there was a cute Indian guy at the TESCO counter... we talked a lil bit and he was so nervous but very cute ;) Just like Hugh Jackman is... perfect comobo of cute+sexy. As dumb as I am, I did not ask him for his name.. I did not tell mine either...and I came back home feeling stupid. Par.. I am sure ek aur chance milega ;) Sunday : I continued wasting myself and the time, even when I had an important package to fill. I know, I shud be feeling guilty for it but I hate doing it... :( I sulked a bit and then I decided -- fuck sadness... I went out and shopped AGAIN!! I bought amazing collection of lingerie, nightwear, bags, jumpers... and a black dress... ummmmm... I almost fell in love with myself when I tried it on... :D I came back home happy... tried the dress again and pouted in front of the mirror. I loved myself in it. I saw "Weird Prem ki Strange Isshtory" and I cud see that Ranbir carried the movie on his tender shoulders :P I loved it. Although it was over-the-top, but for the more serious shit we have hollywood... Bollywood is abt enjaaying... ;) Monday was kinda okay until the Mgr arrived.. I am gonna call him Ass :D So, Mr. Ass does not know anything as is a peculiar trait of 95% of managers but he asks a lot. Un-necessary questions... huh! I explain things to him for hrs and then he comes back to me and asks the same question he asked before the explanation... I feel like hiding under the table, jumping my way out of the window... hitting him with a frying pan... but I fight all those negatives back and AVOID any conversation with him... In short, yahan logon ko kuch nahi pata... aur sab mere dimaag ka dahi kar rahein hain... jis becharon ko pata hain.. unki koi value nahi hain... Few more weeks and I am back home... :) So wenever life kicks my ass, I am like... "Yeah! Okay! I am gonna be home soon".... :D How was it for u guys?? kuch masala tha kya iss weekend mein??

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UK Diaries 14 Nov : Playboy,Train,Stalker and Tree.

A man in the train almost shocked me when he opened the papers in the morning, he sat opposite me and we were sharing the same table. He kept staring at a stark-naked life-size playboy model for 20 mins by clock and I was so uncomfortable with the whole thing. He gave a nasty smile when our eyes crossed for a moment. I was like "Yeah! dude. You think you are smart". Saala! Pervert.

That is just one thing about last Monday, another is my train broke down on the first station and we had only 35 seconds to run and catch another one. I still dont remember how I managed it. Ek toh Monday upar se yeh!! For everyone who assumes, pardes mein trains kharaab nahi hoti... Wake up! Harshita Jahaan, Musibat Wahaan!! hehe..Jokes apart, I think apni India Rail Service iss maamley mein mast hain. My train broke down twice in a week, a disaster it is. :)

I have cancelled my London ka plan almost 3 times now and God knows, if I'll get to go there. Yahan, I thought will go out and see around. Par, every weekend it rains poora din almost and its so cold... Koi faayda nahi... :)

Office mein, theek hain sab... Usual stuff... I met a weird person a week back, he played very smart, flirted intelligently and complimented me so much that I got all hassled. Finally, I had to tell him, "See, you dont need to say all that to me, I am good with the truth but for god's sake stop acting smart. I have caught you in the act so, be genuine." He was astonished at it. :) Well, I had to tell him that I know these "you are different, never met someone like you, you will go places, you are smart, you talk well, you are so by the book...etc"... So told him, try something new ;)

Now, there have been times when he is walking next to me and I dont realise and it is so weird that I look to my right and he is walking with me. When I ask him with that What-are-you-upto, dude- look, he smiles and says, "I have been walking with you for past 5-10 mins and you were thinking abt something so I did not disturb". I dont talk to him when he walks with me, I am all engrossed in my book, ipod and this guy still talks to me and walks with me. Isn't he weird?? :P

I think he will get sense soon. We just chatted one day in the train on our way back and I talked abt India and he talked abt US. I am a desi and he is a Wallstreet guy :D I wonder why does he want to talk to me?? Let's see. I am sure he got the message. I like smart conversations but then, as he says, that he is not stalking me, atleast he is being weird. Isn't he?

I went out aaj shaam mein and there is a big christmas tree next to my apartment. It was dark n raining so the pics I clicked are not too gud... :) I love the christmas feel in the air. Although, being desi, I am more into Diwali, Holi, Lohri than Christmas...

I donno if it was interesting week or not. But next week is sure going to be boring. My very good friend will not be in touch for a month and she is a huge support here as she is almost 18 hrs online everyday to make me feel that I have someone around. :) Another friend has taken temporary sanyaas frm internet ki duniya...

Par, akeley hain toh kya gham hain... ;) Aur.. kaisi kat rahi hain life?? I am replying to the comments of last post...ab...

arey haan! happy bachcha logon ka din.. ;)

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UK Diaries - Nov 9 - News Mania/Anger

Wow! today reading thru 'The Times of India' site amazed me. MNS guys hit SP' Abu Azmi for taking his oath in hindi. Arey yaar! by gawd, mujhey toh iss sab nonsense pe bahut gussa aata hain... WTH is this? Hindi ho, marathi ho yaa Telugu yaa apni koi bhi language, humaari marzi, we have the fundamental right to speak the way and the language that we want to...Huh! I really have started hating these morons. Koi kaam dhaam nahi, ghar se nikaltey hain, kisi ki thukai karney ke liye bas. Bloody Goondas! Do thappas lagaaney chahiye aisey logon ko, ek din mein akal aa jaayegi... Another interesting piece is, Mr. Manu Sharma, the great killer of Jessica, is on parole and he was found partying at a nightclub. THIS is what life is. Poor will suffer for stealing chai-paani and Ameer-guys will party after murdering a jeeta jaagta insaan. Wah rey India!! Wah rey System!!Well, ab main itni koi saadhu mahatma toh hun nahi.. waisey bhi life ki band baji hain... feels like, its better if I kill that guy. :D Hadd hain, by gawd. Ek aur feather(pankha) in the cap is that, according to World Economic Forum India ranks 134th on the Man-Woman equality list. Ahem! obvious hain waisey toh... par sad bhi... :( When Manu-the man, can kill Jessica- the woman, over a drink, kuch bhi ho sakta hain... We boast of domestic violence, rapists, violence against women and girl child and I believe secretly India -the country cries in shame sometimes.hmmph... I always tell my train partner ki subah subah news paper matlab depression ka full dose. Yaa toh BP badd jaata hain yaa morale ghat jaata hain..Khair, I am toh completely disgusted with the news for today. Nothing much exciting in office but yeah! I love playing with Kabootar log at the station... :) I bought 6 books last nite(Emma,Brida,The Associate,Twilight,Time Traveller's Wife and one UK ka local author) for which I spent 30 pounds and Prachi tells me "Ki dilli mein toh 400 mein pirated copied mil jaayengi"... and she is right. But then, I told her that I need them right now.She was sweet enuff to tell me, toh fir bindaas pado..socho mat :D :D There was some amount of snowfall in my office town and the temperature today is 3 degrees. I bought two coats but none of them helps :P Wahi puraani ghisi peeti kahaani... lol Arey yaar!! how was ur weekend?? Mast kya??

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UK Diaries - Nov 8 - Love, Sex or both??

Yeah! right. Another movie, another thought process and some more questions. I saw "Lie with me" yesterday and well, from all the reviews I read, I thought it wud have an intense love-centred storyline and it did have one, but then it is also one of those movies that critics would pass off as porn. It ain't porn in the first place, I would say its more graphic. The characters are messed-up people, but the message (even if they did not want to convey any) was clear.No matter what, at the end of it all emotions do matter. Be it a man or woman, after series of senseless sex sessions, everyone craves for feelings somewhere. I assume that it is already a long running debate. If you ask a guy/gal, "how abt casual sex?", they will jump out saying "yeah! works for me"... but then you ask them for how long... and they wud never tell you forever. Coz its also not abt relationships,casual or watever, its about basic needs. The way sex works for your hormones, emotions work for YOU. As in the movie, the couple starts with casual sex but their lives get interwined and things get complicated coz at the end of it all, you need concern,care and yeah! the overrated word as they call it, LOVE. So, if you have to choose between love or sex, am sure sex will have more votes,for now. But I think, its both that help strengthen a relationship. After all, you cant survive on sex alone, all your life, unless you are an addict... but then you need rehab, dont you? :) What do you guys say abt that? Is it one of the two or is it the mix and match of both??

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UK Diaries - Nov 7 - Love or Luck??

12 mid-nite : I have just finished watching the movie "Forces of nature", it is really really unpredictable. A guy meets a wonderful, full of life woman on his way to his marriage, he falls for her but then at the end of it all, he goes back and gets married to the woman he committed to. It gave a message that its all abt faith, there is no one who is perfectly made for u. You gotta keep faith and it works. Sorry! I dont agree with whoever has penned down that theory. I think there is ofcourse someone whoz there for you and its nt abt faith or luck, its just abt love. I donno, I may be wrong for the most of us....but I do believe that more than luck and keeping faith and just giving into committments, it is abt honesty... it is abt how honest u r about whom you love. I wud not prefer spending my life with someone wearing a mask of faith and luck, that would be so dishonest. Won't it be? Movie left me confused... I thought he wud go with the gal he loved but at the end of it all, he says he loves the woman he is going to marry.. I was like, go get a life dude... We are way past 50s, dont cheat on someone u claim to love and most of all, dont cheat urself. It is all abt love at the end of it all... Honest love... that's it. I dont want to take it as a gamble, I'd rather take it as what I want and ofcourse, to flatter myself, what I deserve. So when your heart says"he/she is the one".. go for it... come on!! there is just one life and so much love to share :) Sounds corny, right?? :) Does that one make some sense?? :D If it doesn't, dont bother... Just something that came to my mind after the movie. More abt the nightmare friday in next post. :)

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UK Diaries - Nov 3 - Happy Tuesday. :)

1 PM at office : Everyone has gone for lunch and here I am sitting at my desk, lazily typing the criss-crossing thoughts in my mind. Systems are all down, I wonder if they are paying me to write diaries here?? Anyways, so Tuesday morning began with a beautiful song and an equally beautiful sight. It was raining when I stepped out of the house and finally, I cud make use of my new umbrella ;) Although it did not help much, coz my bag was still drenched. It is wonderful walking in the rain, thumping ur feet lightly on the wet ground and feeling the mist in the air. Bahut shayari ho gayi... :D :D It was really really cold.. but then I say that everyday... I sat at my pet corner in the train and read thru the novel, smiling to myself and at times looking at the rain-rinsed glass. Also, there is this Indian/Paki (not sure) guy who boards the train from a station next to mine. Looks at me when am talking but avoids eye contact, as if I will eat him up. ;) I think Indians repulse Indians outside India... waisey India mein bhi toh?? *wonders*. He is cute waisey, let it be. I was less lazier as compared to other days, I really donno why. I indulged in some animated coversations with a couple of people, expressed my disgust with the work and heard theirs. In short, I gossiped *haww*, abhi realise hua. :D :D I am hooked to Tortilla Chips now, no matter how, when, where, I love them. Yes, Mom I drink milk too everyday coz you asked me to. :P Nothing masaledaar was happening until my manager mailed me about my expenses.Seems, he wants to have a discussion, which in other words means that there is some bad news :D and he loves giving them on Fridays. So we have a meeting on Friday. 7:00 PM : (In the comfort of my apartment, sipping on coffee) - Train journey was nice today. I was smiling on my way back from the station and I donno why... just tht I think I was happy. I think I AM HAPPY.. :) Wow! that's not so difficult naa... its all abt how u want to be... I cud not stay sad for long... Sadness sucks!! So, mast se rehney ka... ;) ciao! and BTW, pehla din tha umbrella ka... aur ek hi din mein uski chutti ho gayi...LOL...It could not handle the wind and collapsed... :P Kya comedy hain life ki by gawd...hehehe

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UK Diaries - Nov 2 - Surprise Monday :D

1:16 PM Monday...Oye Monday... By gawd! sometimes I feel Monday bechara, log kitni gaali detey hain isey...fir bhi besharam har week wapas se aa jaata hain... Last nite, I had a long chat with one of my close friends and time just went by. I slept at 2 am coz as I said earlier, The heater is a cheater :( and I kept forcing myself to sleep and finally I made a pact with me "Okay! Harshita dont panic, if you are late, you can catch a cab to office" and finally I think my mind was convinced and I slept till 5:30 am or so. With around 4 hrs of sleep, I was so scared to begin the day. I already imagined falling asleep in the train and missing my station or not being able to walk all the way to office. :D :D I am so over-dramatic at times... :D Anyways, so I decided to read a book to shoo away the Monday negativity in the train and I picked up "Bridget Jones-Edge of Reason". Somehow I have started to relate to her but then in bits and pieces coz she is 50 times more dramatic than me. :) and then as Mads says that I dont booze and smoke and I am not desperate to get married... I think I am not like her at all.So I think it will be a good read. Let's see. There are lot of new faces in office. It may sound nasty, bitchy and mean, but finally there is someone who's bigger than me. *Fat Psychology : If u see someone fatter than you, you feel relieved and beautiful*. Donno if that makes sense to anyone. So, the new arrivals are telugu women and they are sitting next to me. They keep talking n talking n talking....hehe but I am wearing my protection gear (Barney style), and btw before you assume anything, protection gear refers to IPOD here. So I have plugged in my earfones (Wonders if it will turn me deaf) and I am working. The servers will be away on LUNCH again for two hours so I am idle till 2 pm UK time and I thought why not write the diary. Saturday was a demonstration here, police...security copters...everything made the atmosphere very tense, so I stayed at home. Sunday, I planned to go out, par it rained whole day long.Finally I took a walk at nite but it was so eerie... that I had to run back home...also it started raining. :) Aur haan! my team members tell me that they faced racist abuse this Sunday at the hands of a couple of Britishers. It is horrifying to hear but then I also have faced something weird this Saturday evening, so I can understand. Hope you guys had a great weekend... Its 1:30 and I am waiting for it to be 5 pm and I will run to the station. :P More tomorrow... Have fun and masti maaro!! Added at 4:30 : I think its yesterday's rain...I am sneezing...aaaaaachoooo!! I have a bad headache and in a short while I will leave office. I think I will just crash in the bed for an hour before I cook dinner and tomorrow's lunch.

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