Sunday Night Horror

I was the third person to reach the room and all I could see for a moment was blood..too much of it, and then I saw him, shivering and mumbling "Maa". It is difficult in THAT moment, to decide, to think or to even move. One of us yelled for Savlon, One of us got the car out and One of us picked him up and dragged him to the chair nearby. The dogs were all over him, licking him, trying to do all they could to ensure he is alright.

My brother had his umpteenth Epilepsy attack yesterday. After losing a lot of blood, 17 stitches on his forehead/right eye and 4 injections.. he is a little better. He has been an epileptic for past 17 years and this is his second hospital visit in a year.

I can never be HIM, ever. I hope his courage stays the same. To live with the fact that you are dependent on people and you may fall, hurt or collapse anywhere...and yet smile and take it all so casually. I don't know many people who can do THAT.

Pray for him to heal sooner, coz your prayers always work.

Donno why, but life has been a little weird off-late. First Dad and now bhai...Nothing breaks you more than watching your loved ones suffer. 

Sometimes, I don't want to be the strong one. I want to be the one who screams, when it pains...who cries hard, when it hurts...without being responsible for everything and everyone. 

Mast raho, Dilchasp Raho!!  

coz some people in my life, live this mantra everyday and inspire me.