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I donno how should I react to this.... Shud I laugh at the irony or cry for the dreams I have lost on??
Funny is, just yesterday I was asking a blogger-buddy to cheer up coz Dreams do get shattered....ha ha...and my dream is crushed right in front of me today :)
THIS IS LIFE!!
I really donno if I shud laugh coz God has played his game again with me...U knw what!! This guy up there...loves me a lot...he loves to surprise me...
As I started with my class in the morning, I was feeling a little irky... I have this intuition thing in me...but then I thought -"Why not check my mail till the class arrives?"...I opened my mailbox to see a mail staring at me... You travel has been frozen for this quarter...So the global underlying economic crisis has hit me hard...
The conference I worked day and night for and wanted to make it for the past 2 yrs...I am ordered to drop my travel plan to go there...as my organization will not fund any Non-Business travel this quarter.
Ah! I love my life, the way it fucks my dreams big time...lol
There I was staring at the laptop screen and 2 mins for my class to go...I had no time to react...I was simply numb... I logged on to the class and initiated the class with my usual funny one-liners. I realised I am a good actor coz when I took a break for 10 mins after an hour...I threw away my headphones...sipped on the hot water...and I told myself,"Gal! Do you know what you are upto?? You goddamn, rock with that fake laughter and tinge of happiness in your voice!!"....lol
Here I am, my class is over and I donno what to say... I really donno how to react... No tears to shed baby! I am going to smile thru this too...
So I look up at the sky now and tell him ," So you did it again, cool! How do you plan to pay for this?"
They say - Everything happens for a reason...Yeah! yeah! As for now..screw the reason!! These wounds shall heal too :)
" Hey Dude! Sitting up there and smiling at me...I am used to it...Don't worry I will smile thru this too...I ain't no quitter,baby!!"
On a serious note : It was an imptt achievement for me....I worked really hard for it...did not sleep for days...but itz okay... routine life :)
I donno how should I react to this.... Shud I laugh at the irony or cry for the dreams I have lost on??
Funny is, just yesterday I was asking a blogger-buddy to cheer up coz Dreams do get shattered....ha ha...and my dream is crushed right in front of me today :)
THIS IS LIFE!!
I really donno if I shud laugh coz God has played his game again with me...U knw what!! This guy up there...loves me a lot...he loves to surprise me...
As I started with my class in the morning, I was feeling a little irky... I have this intuition thing in me...but then I thought -"Why not check my mail till the class arrives?"...I opened my mailbox to see a mail staring at me... You travel has been frozen for this quarter...So the global underlying economic crisis has hit me hard...
The conference I worked day and night for and wanted to make it for the past 2 yrs...I am ordered to drop my travel plan to go there...as my organization will not fund any Non-Business travel this quarter.
Ah! I love my life, the way it fucks my dreams big time...lol
There I was staring at the laptop screen and 2 mins for my class to go...I had no time to react...I was simply numb... I logged on to the class and initiated the class with my usual funny one-liners. I realised I am a good actor coz when I took a break for 10 mins after an hour...I threw away my headphones...sipped on the hot water...and I told myself,"Gal! Do you know what you are upto?? You goddamn, rock with that fake laughter and tinge of happiness in your voice!!"....lol
Here I am, my class is over and I donno what to say... I really donno how to react... No tears to shed baby! I am going to smile thru this too...
So I look up at the sky now and tell him ," So you did it again, cool! How do you plan to pay for this?"
They say - Everything happens for a reason...Yeah! yeah! As for now..screw the reason!! These wounds shall heal too :)
" Hey Dude! Sitting up there and smiling at me...I am used to it...Don't worry I will smile thru this too...I ain't no quitter,baby!!"
On a serious note : It was an imptt achievement for me....I worked really hard for it...did not sleep for days...but itz okay... routine life :)
15 comments:
pretending to be happy is the best thing u can do right now haan????
:(
but thats all right dear u have ur rights to be shattred n cry n cribb n shout...as far as u know the most imp thing...that guy...up thr....he really loves u alot...he do....he'll give u the reason why he did this...
Your colored one liners are awesome ..!!!
and I bet you are not a gemini like me coz people can't hide their emotions from their faces ...!!
anways cheer up and enjoi ....!!
Now I wish it doesn't happen wid me coz like u I am also cheering up my blogger buddy ryt now...and I can't even fake a smile !!
OHH WHY I AM BEING SO CHARY ABOUT IT ??
I like your attitude woman.. thats something everyone should have :)
C'est la vie and it helps to push through it :)
things will come around :)
take care mate... hope to talk soon... cheers...
i wonder Harshita how could you walk through this state of mind. hats off to you girl on this amazing strength of mind.
i hv been in virtual shocked state since last 2 days and when i seee your post, i feel u take it in such a way and then u find fun out of it.
very well buddy!! keep it up!!
i was sad 2 hear this,harshita.just now i wached the plight of ppl ho r terminated 4m service.i was shocked 2 see it..
wat if it happens 2 me 1 de?God gimme d strength 2 bear all this.
That really bites.
But you're taking it well it sounds like.
I hate when things that I look forward to get crushed right before my eyes.
But there will be other opportunities, better opportunities.
I wondered last night about your trip. :(
Allah ke bande haste...jo bhi
hey harshita,
one popular request to you. we have a common blog by the name of "Retreat"...
basically a fun blog. couple of authors up there want you to join the brigade and contribute ur posts....
the url is : http://blogger-buddies.blogspot.com/
let us know if you wish to join. We would be more than happy to have you there buddy!!!
Cheers!!
Hold out some hope for a reprieve on the frozen travel budget, Harshita! Sometimes miracles happen. If not, I'm very sorry that you won't get to travel to my country this quarter.
Hoping for a change in the budget,
Skeeter
damn it.. this sucks these budget cuts recession market evrything is just killin around m already sick of all this shit.. god knws when its goin to get better
harshu i knw all of us at times feel like a mountain has crushed on us. I hope things get back on place soon. Till then stay tough.
biggggggg huggg
oye wer s my award?
*hugs*
Charu, I agree... I shud be a lil more comfortable with crying over it...am sure the guy up there loves me a lot...thx a lot for such nice words.
Peter, thnx. I am sure lifez gonna rock for you..dnt worry...me not a gemini BTW.
Hey Arv, thnx...I hope evryday is a brighter day.
Buzz...thanks a lot...but then itz life...u either accept it and walk on...or u can simply get stuck thr until u realise u wasted all tht time. Sometimes a smile heals it all...thnx for ur kind words.
Anwesa...dnt worry...everythingz gonna be fine sooner or later :)
True Z, there will be many more better opportunities to look forward to...U were wondering abt y trip?? oh! thats so sweet of you...thanks.
Rahul, I truly believe in that song ;)
Buzz, am already a part of the gang now.
Hey Skeeter, I know...some miracle may happen...Let's hope this economic slowdown ends soon for the people who r at the receiving end especially.
Abhi, Am sure it will be okay in few months may be (although practically it may take years)...
Oye Sneha! Am gud...Smile :)
Niddzzi...thanks for tht warm hug...it feels gr8 to knw that someone cares for u. :)
Buzz, your award is up there...flaunted in colors.
Thanks Phoenix, nice to meet you.
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