I donno how should I react to this.... Shud I laugh at the irony or cry for the dreams I have lost on??
Funny is, just yesterday I was asking a blogger-buddy to cheer up coz Dreams do get shattered....ha ha...and my dream is crushed right in front of me today :)
THIS IS LIFE!!
I really donno if I shud laugh coz God has played his game again with me...U knw what!! This guy up there...loves me a lot...he loves to surprise me...
As I started with my class in the morning, I was feeling a little irky... I have this intuition thing in me...but then I thought -"Why not check my mail till the class arrives?"...I opened my mailbox to see a mail staring at me... You travel has been frozen for this quarter...So the global underlying economic crisis has hit me hard...
The conference I worked day and night for and wanted to make it for the past 2 yrs...I am ordered to drop my travel plan to go there...as my organization will not fund any Non-Business travel this quarter.
Ah! I love my life, the way it fucks my dreams big time...lol
There I was staring at the laptop screen and 2 mins for my class to go...I had no time to react...I was simply numb... I logged on to the class and initiated the class with my usual funny one-liners. I realised I am a good actor coz when I took a break for 10 mins after an hour...I threw away my headphones...sipped on the hot water...and I told myself,"Gal! Do you know what you are upto?? You goddamn, rock with that fake laughter and tinge of happiness in your voice!!"....lol
Here I am, my class is over and I donno what to say... I really donno how to react... No tears to shed baby! I am going to smile thru this too...
So I look up at the sky now and tell him ," So you did it again, cool! How do you plan to pay for this?"
They say - Everything happens for a reason...Yeah! yeah! As for now..screw the reason!! These wounds shall heal too :)
" Hey Dude! Sitting up there and smiling at me...I am used to it...Don't worry I will smile thru this too...I ain't no quitter,baby!!"
On a serious note : It was an imptt achievement for me....I worked really hard for it...did not sleep for days...but itz okay... routine life :)
pretending to be happy is the best thing u can do right now haan???? :( but thats all right dear u have ur rights to be shattred n cry n cribb n shout...as far as u know the most imp thing...that guy...up thr....he really loves u alot...he do....he'll give u the reason why he did this...
i was sad 2 hear this,harshita.just now i wached the plight of ppl ho r terminated 4m service.i was shocked 2 see it.. wat if it happens 2 me 1 de?God gimme d strength 2 bear all this.
Hold out some hope for a reprieve on the frozen travel budget, Harshita! Sometimes miracles happen. If not, I'm very sorry that you won't get to travel to my country this quarter.
damn it.. this sucks these budget cuts recession market evrything is just killin around m already sick of all this shit.. god knws when its goin to get better
Charu, I agree... I shud be a lil more comfortable with crying over it...am sure the guy up there loves me a lot...thx a lot for such nice words.
Peter, thnx. I am sure lifez gonna rock for you..dnt worry...me not a gemini BTW.
Hey Arv, thnx...I hope evryday is a brighter day.
Buzz...thanks a lot...but then itz life...u either accept it and walk on...or u can simply get stuck thr until u realise u wasted all tht time. Sometimes a smile heals it all...thnx for ur kind words.
Anwesa...dnt worry...everythingz gonna be fine sooner or later :)
True Z, there will be many more better opportunities to look forward to...U were wondering abt y trip?? oh! thats so sweet of you...thanks.
Rahul, I truly believe in that song ;)
Buzz, am already a part of the gang now.
Hey Skeeter, I know...some miracle may happen...Let's hope this economic slowdown ends soon for the people who r at the receiving end especially.
Abhi, Am sure it will be okay in few months may be (although practically it may take years)...
Oye Sneha! Am gud...Smile :)
Niddzzi...thanks for tht warm hug...it feels gr8 to knw that someone cares for u. :)
Buzz, your award is up there...flaunted in colors.
I donno how should I react to this.... Shud I laugh at the irony or cry for the dreams I have lost on??
Funny is, just yesterday I was asking a blogger-buddy to cheer up coz Dreams do get shattered....ha ha...and my dream is crushed right in front of me today :)
THIS IS LIFE!!
I really donno if I shud laugh coz God has played his game again with me...U knw what!! This guy up there...loves me a lot...he loves to surprise me...
As I started with my class in the morning, I was feeling a little irky... I have this intuition thing in me...but then I thought -"Why not check my mail till the class arrives?"...I opened my mailbox to see a mail staring at me... You travel has been frozen for this quarter...So the global underlying economic crisis has hit me hard...
The conference I worked day and night for and wanted to make it for the past 2 yrs...I am ordered to drop my travel plan to go there...as my organization will not fund any Non-Business travel this quarter.
Ah! I love my life, the way it fucks my dreams big time...lol
There I was staring at the laptop screen and 2 mins for my class to go...I had no time to react...I was simply numb... I logged on to the class and initiated the class with my usual funny one-liners. I realised I am a good actor coz when I took a break for 10 mins after an hour...I threw away my headphones...sipped on the hot water...and I told myself,"Gal! Do you know what you are upto?? You goddamn, rock with that fake laughter and tinge of happiness in your voice!!"....lol
Here I am, my class is over and I donno what to say... I really donno how to react... No tears to shed baby! I am going to smile thru this too...
So I look up at the sky now and tell him ," So you did it again, cool! How do you plan to pay for this?"
They say - Everything happens for a reason...Yeah! yeah! As for now..screw the reason!! These wounds shall heal too :)
" Hey Dude! Sitting up there and smiling at me...I am used to it...Don't worry I will smile thru this too...I ain't no quitter,baby!!"
On a serious note : It was an imptt achievement for me....I worked really hard for it...did not sleep for days...but itz okay... routine life :)
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pretending to be happy is the best thing u can do right now haan????
:(
but thats all right dear u have ur rights to be shattred n cry n cribb n shout...as far as u know the most imp thing...that guy...up thr....he really loves u alot...he do....he'll give u the reason why he did this...
Your colored one liners are awesome ..!!!
and I bet you are not a gemini like me coz people can't hide their emotions from their faces ...!!
anways cheer up and enjoi ....!!
Now I wish it doesn't happen wid me coz like u I am also cheering up my blogger buddy ryt now...and I can't even fake a smile !!
OHH WHY I AM BEING SO CHARY ABOUT IT ??
I like your attitude woman.. thats something everyone should have :)
C'est la vie and it helps to push through it :)
things will come around :)
take care mate... hope to talk soon... cheers...
i wonder Harshita how could you walk through this state of mind. hats off to you girl on this amazing strength of mind.
i hv been in virtual shocked state since last 2 days and when i seee your post, i feel u take it in such a way and then u find fun out of it.
very well buddy!! keep it up!!
i was sad 2 hear this,harshita.just now i wached the plight of ppl ho r terminated 4m service.i was shocked 2 see it..
wat if it happens 2 me 1 de?God gimme d strength 2 bear all this.
That really bites.
But you're taking it well it sounds like.
I hate when things that I look forward to get crushed right before my eyes.
But there will be other opportunities, better opportunities.
I wondered last night about your trip. :(
Allah ke bande haste...jo bhi
hey harshita,
one popular request to you. we have a common blog by the name of "Retreat"...
basically a fun blog. couple of authors up there want you to join the brigade and contribute ur posts....
the url is : http://blogger-buddies.blogspot.com/
let us know if you wish to join. We would be more than happy to have you there buddy!!!
Cheers!!
Hold out some hope for a reprieve on the frozen travel budget, Harshita! Sometimes miracles happen. If not, I'm very sorry that you won't get to travel to my country this quarter.
Hoping for a change in the budget,
Skeeter
damn it.. this sucks these budget cuts recession market evrything is just killin around m already sick of all this shit.. god knws when its goin to get better
harshu i knw all of us at times feel like a mountain has crushed on us. I hope things get back on place soon. Till then stay tough.
biggggggg huggg
oye wer s my award?
*hugs*
Charu, I agree... I shud be a lil more comfortable with crying over it...am sure the guy up there loves me a lot...thx a lot for such nice words.
Peter, thnx. I am sure lifez gonna rock for you..dnt worry...me not a gemini BTW.
Hey Arv, thnx...I hope evryday is a brighter day.
Buzz...thanks a lot...but then itz life...u either accept it and walk on...or u can simply get stuck thr until u realise u wasted all tht time. Sometimes a smile heals it all...thnx for ur kind words.
Anwesa...dnt worry...everythingz gonna be fine sooner or later :)
True Z, there will be many more better opportunities to look forward to...U were wondering abt y trip?? oh! thats so sweet of you...thanks.
Rahul, I truly believe in that song ;)
Buzz, am already a part of the gang now.
Hey Skeeter, I know...some miracle may happen...Let's hope this economic slowdown ends soon for the people who r at the receiving end especially.
Abhi, Am sure it will be okay in few months may be (although practically it may take years)...
Oye Sneha! Am gud...Smile :)
Niddzzi...thanks for tht warm hug...it feels gr8 to knw that someone cares for u. :)
Buzz, your award is up there...flaunted in colors.
Thanks Phoenix, nice to meet you.
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